Okay, you ready for this?! I want to know what everyone thinks of this and if it has happened to you or anyone you know. Alright, pretty much everyday I see the same time on the clock. 11:11. Night and/or day, don’t matter. Sometimes I see it twice a day and others not at all. This has been happening for about 2(ish) years. Recently, I have been trying to figure out why. Why do I see it?! Is someone or something trying to tell me something? Or is it just a coincidence? I still don’t know the answer to this, but I do know this…. Before Ryan we had a transfer on 11/11 which resulted in a BFP and then ended with a BFN with an beta of 10. With my first pregnancy I was due 2/11. And, this time around If everything goes as planned my ER should be about Feb. 24th (Laurie’s Birthday) this would make my first beta 3/11 and a due date in 11/11 (November 2011). Even if my calculations are off a day or two, its okay because my due date will still be in November 2011.
I’m not sure if its a sign that everything will be okay and this time is just meant to be, or if I’m just crazy. But, really I do see 11:11 almost everyday… I feel like it has to mean something. So, I looked it up and I found several sites like The Spirit Library and this site about this topic, and there are so many more too. Until I looked it up I never knew other people saw it, and I never know it was a “thing” at all. It’s all very interesting. Also, you’ll read that the Spirit Guardians turn off street lights, well, that happens to me all the time too! So, am I crazy?! What do you girls think about this phenomenon?
I want this next IVF to just work and of course I want to believe this all is a good sign. I’m nervous to believe or trust in anything. Right now, I feel like I’m not going to 100% believe anything until I have an alive baby in my arms. Hopefully, this November I’ll be able to look back at this post and see that it certainly did mean something after all.