Here we go again…

I’m bleeding….a lot. It’s bright red and some clots. I’ve got some pretty good cramping going on too. This totally sucks. I feel like a baby killer. I want to hold out hope for tomorrow, but it is hard to believe that anything good can possibly come from this. 

We decided not to call the clinic because I already have an appointment first thing in the morning.  I know there is nothing I or they can do at this point, so we’ll just have to wait it out.  I can’t sleep all I can do is cry.

this. fucking. sucks.


5 thoughts on “Here we go again…

  1. Oh no!! I hope everything is ok this morning. ): You are NOT a baby killer – please don't feel that way. *hugs*I'm going to be offline after this since we're crossing the border. I'm gonna call you when we get in. Don't worry about us… We'll manage if you're not feeling well.

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