I’m bleeding….a lot. It’s bright red and some clots. I’ve got some pretty good cramping going on too. This totally sucks. I feel like a baby killer. I want to hold out hope for tomorrow, but it is hard to believe that anything good can possibly come from this.
We decided not to call the clinic because I already have an appointment first thing in the morning. I know there is nothing I or they can do at this point, so we’ll just have to wait it out. I can’t sleep all I can do is cry.
this. fucking. sucks.